i’m feeling my post-ngondro grumpiness again. Everything is irritating, has a yucky, spiky quality. I always really wonder, how on earth does this work, why does connecting with the sacredness and longing in my ngondro practice bring about this irritability and aggression afterwards. Yeah, yeah, it’s all about purifying, bringing things up to the surface, I know.
Doesn’t mean that I like it or undestand it.
Of course the advice is, lean into the sharp points. Hrmph.